Monthly Archives: October 2012


Lets make the world our paradise
it is a gift from God
a garden he has given us
though we must till its soil
still our blessings flow from it
our lives depend upon its yield
there we must erect a temple
a place of worship of our creator
the world is our paradise
only we can declare it so
we must work to sustain its beauty
to make it a place of peace not war
for our friends and family to gather
the world is our paradise
it has been established for our pleasure
the oceans for us to swim and fish
the mountains for us to climb
the clouds for us to daydream
even the moon and stars
have been set for us to marvel
lets make the world our paradise
and rejoice at the pleasures it brings
by Felecia

He Quit… I Didn’t

He quit out on life but I didn’t

my struggles aren’t over

I still have rain clouds overhead

trying to make rainbows out of the storm

can still see the sunlight

melting the frost where it once was cold

I’m not looking to store up a pot of gold

only trying to save my soul

to wallow in sadness takes too much energy

I’d rather be wrapped up in love

to give it and receive it

to be a part of something stronger than myself

a selfless love

an enduring love

a want to lay me down love

and get you high kind of love

make me want to come love

but that’s 4 another rhyme

What did it take to break your will

what kind of pain must you have suffered

to cause you to be so broken

to have no remorse

to have no feelings

bury your heart

and then walk away

step on everyone else’s and think its okay

your spirit was turned cold

faded from the world you go unnoticed

nothing more than a shade

what caused you to be like this

didn’t anyone ever love you

I’m sure someone did

didn’t anyone ever be your friend

extend their hand to you

offer you help when you needed it most

was no one there for you

I could have been like you

in some cases maybe I am

but somewhere along the way I made a choice

I rather be in the light

than sulking in the shadows

I rather make rainbows shine through the storms

make love at the end of the rainbow

and possibly save my soul


by Felecia

Can’t Sleep

Its 2am and I can’t hardly sleep
Thinkin about what I want to do when I see you
Hold your hand… caress your back… kiss your cheek
Talk about how your day went
make you something to eat
Sit a little closer so you can hold me tight
I place my hand on your chest
and you place your hands on my hips
We kiss… the taste of your tongue and the smell of your breath
so sweet to me
Our lips pressed hard together
I feel your heartbeat against my breast
The thoughts in my head are all a blur
filled with touches and licking and sweat all sticky and wet
I place my lips on you there and your hand placed just so
You rub me this away and I pull you in deeper
I’m on top… your on bottom… we’re both turned to the side
intertwined in a lovers’ embrace
Your body slides over mine as I tremble with delight
Can’t tell where you started and I ended
I touch you and you touch me
both our hearts pounding away
We lay there sticky and wet… just how I like it
Its now half passed 2am
Can’t hardly sleep for thinkin about you
By Felecia


what would it take to get you to pray
to get that job you really want
be the first to cross the finish line
to win the lottery
the healthy birth of a child
your life hanging in the balance
someone else’s life
some kind of warning sign
or impending doom hanging over head
what would make you pray
a sickness that’s eaten the morrow from your bones
when your flesh is falling away
perhaps your heart being torn out by a lover
your freedom being threatened by an enemy
that the war would end and everyone would come home
the hope that you can make it through another day
what would get you to pray
is it something that you need
something that you desire
finding your true love
that someday you would have a family
or that feeling would return to your body
both in your hands and in your heart
that your spirit be set free
you could walk again
that ugly scar would heal
tell me what would convince you to pray
a belief in something far greater than your self
that when all hope seems lost
and there is nothing else to grab hold too
when you’ve been beaten and trampled upon
hot tears have scorched the ground
your knees are bloodied from kneeling
dirt is stuck between your teeth
when you’re broken
when will you pray
when you want to escape the world
escape from your life
the weight is too much for you to carry
when your spirit is languishing
and your will is shattered
will this make you pray
when will you ask for help
when will you believe
all other options have been denied you
there is no one there to help you
no one to love you
not even yourself
I will pray for you
I will be your faith when you have none of your own
I will not judge you
or turn by back on you
I will be your friend and your family
your comforter and your hope
till you are strong again I will carry you
I will hold your hand and guide you
I will never abandon you and you will never be alone
I am the prayer your heart asked for that your mind could never conceive
I am the greatest love you have ever known
all that you need and desire I am

by Felecia

Light for Dark

Where is the light
Where is the peace and serenity
I can’t find it for the dark
I yearn for a friend and a comforter
Willing to give up my love for some attention
Close up my heart for some affection
Lay down my principles for a piece of pleasure…
    but none can satisfy me
None of these can fill me up
It’s the warmth of the light I’m searching for…
    but still stumbling in the dark
Instead I settle for less than my desires…
    less than what I need
Hoping to find a warm hand to hold on to…
someone to distract me from the world…
shield me from loneliness
Maybe we can look for the light together…
    or fall deeper into darkness.
by Felecia

Lost at 01:04 10/26/2010

What do you do when you’re lost inside.
Stumbling around the world like you’re in the dark.
Feeling helpless and all alone.
Think maybe you deserve it… for all your past sins.
Still holding on to hope… someone will stretch out their hand to guide you…
only to be struck instead… to be hurt… by a friend.
To be blind sided… but saw it coming.
You posses the wisdom and then ignore it… the cause of most of your pain.
To see things no one else sees… sit and wait for the inevitable… then shake your head and ask the Lord why.
You already know the answer… he gave it to you with the wisdom.
Keep making new mistakes… either way you’re still stumbling in the dark.
by Felecia


The Kiss

I remember the kiss

felt your breath on my cheek

you pressed your lips to mine

they were soft and wet

I remember the kiss

you placed your hands about my face

drew me into you close

stole my inhibitions with one touch

I remember the kiss

so sweet on my lips

like spoils from a honey comb

tasted the necter from your tonge

I remember the kiss

that quenched my thirst

and feed my dreams the rest of the night

I couldn’t sleep… you know how the rest goes

Don’t you remember the kiss

it was under the full moon

the storm clouds still hung in the sky

prying eyes were all about us

You remember the kiss

we couldn’t pull away

we stopped but wound up kissing again

wanted more but couldn’t stay


By Felecia


My Smile

I found my smile again

it was lingering on a kiss

when I first saw you

you were marked by the light

I saw your halo

and knew you had to be mine

trying so hard to get with you

and not make it obvious

I want to be your lady

and you my gentleman

you touch me softly

caress my skin

hold my face gently

draw me in for a kiss

there it is… my smile again

you hold me tightly

as if I’m already yours

you make me feel beautiful

like a flower loved by the sun

shower me with your light

and I you with my love

let me show you what bliss is like

you can find it in my kiss

like I did my smile

nothing could be any more sweet

than to lay with you

let my smile be smothered

by cries of passion in the night

then rise in the morning with your light


By Felecia





Come let us go to heaven
where our dreams were all started
and our imaginings are all real
riding comets isn’t just a fantasy
and making rainbows is a favorite pass time
where we are forever strong and beautiful
don’t u want to go to heaven
where the sky has no end
the birds are always singing
the fish are always biting
and kite flying is always in season
come with me to heaven
there is a place for you and me there
though u may not believe…I believe
I have hope enough for the both of us
faith enough for the two of us
enough love to cross over with u… for u
should u lose ur way…
I will find you
guide you  cross the galaxy to a place called Neverland
we could play as children there
follow the Tigris River through Eden
run naked in its garden
fly over the mountain peeks of Shangrala
and find peace there
till we reach the pearly gates of Heaven
where eternity and bliss lies
I will wait for you at the edge of Heaven
if ur not ready to go
I dare not enter there without u…
my truest love

By Felecia

When A Good Man Lives

When a good man lives

people stop and listen

they do as he instructs

others marvel at his wisdom

When a good man lives

you feel safe knowing that he’s there

no intruders dare set foot in his home

no scary monsters under the bed

or strange things lurking in the dark

evil fears his wrath

When a good man lives

the bills get paid… there is food on the table

his wife and children are well cared for

there is stability within the family

When a good man lives

He is a leader in his community

an elder in the church

one that others turn to when they need help

giving to anyone who asks

When a good man lives

he defends his country when called to duty

feeds the hungry and heals the sick

he insures that justice is rendered

a hero to strangers

When a good man lives

he is many things to many people… husband… father… friend

a symbol of strength… knowledge… and love

he possesses the power of heaven in his hands

When a good man lives

nothing can take his place

emptiness is left when he is not there

sorrow and fear move in…. loneliness

he is greatly missed by all who knew him

and those who never did

the world is out of balance and in chaos

When a good man lives

you are honored to know him

proud to be his… wife… son… daughter… niece

he leaves a mark upon you that is unmistakable

and not easily washed away

he is one sent by God to do his will

and only He [God] can call him home from his earthly duties.


By Felecia