Monthly Archives: October 2012

Needy

don’t call me clingy
because I want to be around you
I enjoy your company
don’t call me a slut
because I want to have sex with you
I never give it up easily
don’t call me clumsy
because I trip over myself
you make me nervous
don’t call me a stalker
because I tried to find you
friends do it all the time
don’t call me crazy
because I have strong feelings for you
you’re easy to love
don’t call me insecure
because I want you for myself
monogomy keeps down confusion
don’t call me needy
because I want to be yours
I can admit that I need you
but is that such a bad thing
I am all of these things
only if you don’t feel the same
it’d be such a shame if you didn’t
but understand this
if you don’t someone else will
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The Future

my mind is always on the future
where forever and eternity dwell
everyone else is stuck in the past
preoccupied with their work and worries
a temporary time and space
but you’re not there
you’re here in the now
and that’s ok
I just want to be with you
I’ve searched through time to find you
I want to take you where forever is
where eternity controls the seas
it may seem like such a long time
but it will fly by in a flash if we’re together
I’m in the future and want to take you with me
I know I’ve been impatient
jumping to warp speed when you just want to walk
we can do that so long as you hold my hand
I just want to show you the future
its filled with the light
forever is the sun at dawn
and eternity is the moon
there is no war between us
no worries
no hard feelings
love is our hearts
trust is our mouths
peace is our minds
friendship our souls
this is what awaits us in the future
come with me
we can walk if warp is too fast
lets take a walk through time as slow as you want
the future awaits us
with forever and eternity hanging in the sky

Unanswered

most of my prayers go unanswered
I won’t be winning the lottery
I won’t be getting an Ashton Martin
I won’t get the million dollar house
or the man of my dreams
I could scream out loud at times
still poor and lonely
I’m probably the strangest person I know
I keep most of my thoughts to myself
only God knows
I’m sure he thinks I’m strange too
I weird myself out at times
probably why my prayers go unanswered
I could live without most of them
hell I do already
just want to find the man in my dreams
had a voodoo woman give me a hint once
probably all a lie though
just wish love would come my way
a lover and a friend
guess that’s too much to ask for
two prayers in one
neither get answered
only the normal people get what they want
I could try pretending
but my secret would come out eventually
my strange ways keep most at a distant
few friends
my looks keep most uninterested
no lover to call
my crazy thoughts keep God silent
no answered prayers

Hold On

hold on to me love
I won’t let you fall
teach you how to fly
paint rainbows across the sky
hold on to me love
when the world feels like its closing in
I’ll open up all the windows… unlock all the doors
run free across sandy beaches… swim in the ocean wide
hold on to me love
there is no need for you to stress
I’ll make you forget all your troubles
just help me undo my dress
hold on to me love
you don’t have to go it alone
I’m here with you…right by your side
help you come up with a solution
fix any of your problems
hold on to me love
when you’re lost I’ll come find you
set you on the right path
help you make it back home
hold on to me love
and don’t ever let go
do it for us
and hold on to love
 by Felecia

Mr. Jessie’s Wisdom

Take people at their word…
then watch what they do
Say what you mean…
then do it
Be helpful…
but not a pushover
Love with all you’ve got…
but don’t be a fool
When a man wants you…
nothing will keep him from you
Don’t lie…
but don’t tell everything
Learn all you can…
but don’t be a know-it-all
Be smart…
not a smart ass
Love yourself…
don’t be conceited
Have many friends…
only trust a few
Love God…
you have nothing to lose
by Felecia

Demon

loneliness is a demon

that eats away at the soul

turning people into monsters

mean and angry at the world

it tears the heart to pieces

devouring it completely

leaving only a hollow shell

a lump of flesh that used to be human

that used to know happiness

and laughter

only the monster remains

the demon’s puppet

casting despair where ever it goes

screaming at the happy people

scaring children with its stare

it scoffs at lovers in the park

lonely monster roaming the earth

it goes to work for the daily grind

doing its unhappy work

day in and day out

it goes home to an empty house

no family to greet it at the door

no friends to call on

it watches t.v. till time for bed

it sleeps alone

sad monster

it wakes to start another miserable day

spreading hate because it doesn’t know love

so many monsters walking around today

all apart of the demon’s parade

still making monsters out of lonely people

loneliness is definitely a demon

 

by Felecia

With You

Alone…

I am beautiful

I am charming

I am sexy

I am ferocious

I am strong

I am fearless

I am courageous

I am intelligent

I am clever

I am gifted

I am witty

I am funny

I am sharp

I am soft

I am hard

I am tough

I am formidable

I am vengeful

I am wrath

I am a fighter

I am a defender

I am forceful

I am rage

I am sinful

I am holy

I am glorious

I am kind

I am gentle

I am considerate

I am loving

I am giving

I am respectful

I am honorable

I am dedicated

I am honest

I am loyal

I am a lover

I am a friend

I am a mother

I am a daughter

I am a niece

I am a sister

I am a loner

I am a nerd

I am a dreamer

I am a poet

I am a writer

I am an artist

I am an athlete

I am a traveler

I am an adventurer

I am a foreigner

I am a citizen

I am an enigma

I am a rabbit

I am a tiger

I am air

I am a star

I am dynamic

I am great

I am fantastic

I am complete

and with you…

I am so much more

Pretty Girl Problem (written for Tim)

so you want a pretty girl

who has style and finesse

a whole lot of sass

and a nice ass

perhaps one with raven hair

and eyes the color of the sky

a slim figure and short stature

she makes you feel tall

and climb the walls at night

she plays with your Dudley

and charms all your friends

even impresses the family

not that it really matters

but you can’t seem to find her

too many carbon copies

are all over campus

with their box color blondes

salon tans and sorority tees

shallow outlooks on the world

only trying to get over on the next John

been burned before by the same chick

so you got yourself a mail order bride instead

turned out she was up to the same tricks

wondering when your going to catch a clue

you need an ugly girl to satisfy you

one that will be grateful to even be seen with you

a fat girl with a lot more meat on her bones

she’ll keep you fed with a beer in your hand

I say get a dumb girl

she’ll never understand a word you say

but nod her head sweetly to any insane

thing you want to do

you could get away with anything!

dude…leave the pretty girls alone

they’re way too much trouble

full of nothing but lies

secret rendezvous with other guys

followed by random proposals

and scary outbursts

none have left you happy

you’ve put them all out

only to bring the next one in

get an ugly girl man…

she’ll make you happy for the rest of your days

by being grateful…subservient

and staying the fuck out of your way

an ugly girl the best solution

to your pretty girl problem

 

by Felecia

Lost Key

I’m the heartbreaker

with a broken heart

its not on my sleeve

its padlocked in a trunk

in the basement

buried six feet under

and I’ve lost the key

still holding onto feelings I haven’t buried

they trouble me during the night

and worry me in the day

I have no rest

can’t call it love

its no longer here

can’t call it hate

I haven’t the energy for it

there’s a storm where my heart used to be

its been raining there ever since

dark clouds brewing inside

lightening flashes are the only light

its flooded there and I’m drowning

dear Lord where did I put that key

by Felecia

Give Me Your Heart

give me ur heart
and I promise I won’t break it
give me ur love so that
I can make dreams and wishes
out of it
prepare food from our passion
cloth us in our joy
write a song out of love making
I want ur heart so that I may feel
the warmth of the sun
give me ur kisses so I can taste the honey dew
touch me so that the spring rains may fall upon me
allow me ur gaze so that I can see the stars
place ur heart in my hands
so that I can mold and shape it
create a world for us to live
unite our souls for a home
and plant seeds in my garden
to grow our family
but only if u give me ur heart
(may not end here…possible continuation)
by Felecia